Okay so yesterday I didnt get my two subs that i was asking for so i didnt do the big update but maybe just maybe i'll do a big update tomorrow if i get some comments n subs c'mon guys <33
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ive now got 3 subscribers , if i get at least 2 more comments ill do a HUGE update tomorro i know yall can do it <3 ..Also i have icons in a scrolly on the right side if you like one take it but leave me a comment n tell me how much you like em
do you ever get that feeling where you don’t want to talk to anyone && you don’t want to [s.m.i.l.e] && you don’t want to fake being happy but at the same time you really don’t know what’s exactly wrong either...
&& you’re her entire world kid
she gets wound up
she gets higher by the minute
turns the sound up
to |.d.r.o.w.n.| out all the pain
they all think they know her
but no one really knows
that she goes a [little c r a z y] sometimes
&& she loses herself in the memories and what ifs
she wants a
run into his arms;; talking for hours;;
[c o m p l e t e l y c r a z y] about each other;;
real love
but shes{a.f.r.a.i.d.}of it too…
...your good intentions slowly turn to bitterness
[m.e.m.o.r.i.e.s] consume
like opening the wound
i'm picking me apart again
you all assume
i'm |.safe.| here in my room
unless I try to start again
I am who I am because of you. You are every reason, every
hope, && every dream Ive ever had. && No matter what happens
to us in the future, Every day we are together is the greatest day
of my life. I will always be yours. x3
fate decides who walks into your life
You decide who stays. who you allow
to walk away, and who you refuse to
L e t L e a v e Y o u
Behind my smile….
I hide a million tears.
After all... I'm just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her
&& you were holding my hand
and rubbing my thumb
like you always used to.
CRYiN` on her bed;
grippen` her fone;
waiten` for HiS call;
buh at the same time,
knowin` it`ll never come. .
&&
ONLY HE CAN MAKE HER
SMiLE LiKE SHE MEANS iT...
YOU'RE SCARED, BUT YOU LOVE HiM, iT ALL COMES DOWN TO THiS :
HOW MUCH YOU ARE WiLLiNG TO RiSK & GiVE FOR THiS
GUY & THiS RELATiONSHiP . iS HE WORTH iT TO YOU ?
&&& it was Over like that...
All the memories
All the Love
All the Pictures
All the Feelings...
....At least thats what HE told Her
Her smile was fake.
Her laugh covered up tears.
It was all to much for her to take.
She always acted like nothing was wrong,
even when she hated being alone.. | 
